His life- norman

2010-01-13T19:35:00.001+08:00

I'm officially declared that my blog is dead.
I'm too lazy to type posts now. Follow me on twitter or Facebook instead. I'm now in love with micro blogging.

i may / may not revive it again.

till then, see ya

2009-08-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

你的用意为何？

我，到底是谁

2009-08-24T21:08:00.005+08:00

谁
词/蔡健雅
曲/蔡健雅

现在的我还是对爱充满疑惑　
没对或错还不想给什麽承诺　
保持沉默独自走过　
空虚和寂寞它们陪伴著我　
装作灑脱其实很懦弱　
有太多的藉口终究没有结果　

谁让我感觉他最了解我　
眼神交错话都不用说　
就抱紧我让我感受他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉不需要再躲　
过去心痛从此被淹没　
就抱紧我让我感受　
让我感受他多爱我　
让我相信他是爱爱我的

未来的我一个人过也算不错　
冰冷的手插入口袋也算暖和　
日出日落都差不多
若有谁陪我那一定更好过　
天空为我一直闪烁著　
用太多的藉口我在拒绝什麽　

谁让我感觉他最了解我　
眼神交错话都不用说　
就抱紧我让我感受他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉不需要再躲　
过去心痛从此被淹没　
就抱紧我让我感受　
让我感受他多爱我　
让我相信他是爱爱我的

谁让我感觉他最了解我　
眼神交错话都不用说　
就抱紧我让我感受他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉不需要再躲　
过去心痛从此被淹没　
就抱紧我让我感受　
让我感受他多爱我　
让我相信他是爱爱我的

让我相信他是爱　
让我相信他是爱爱我的
————————————-————————
此刻的我，究竟还在想着什么？
我这么做，对吗?
时间又能决定事情吗？

我的心，一直在摇晃着。我究竟是该感到歉疚，还是把它抛到九霄云外去呢？
这些选择，阴魂不散的缠着我。我会为一些小事情就感到烦恼。面对困难，却犹如心绞痛似的。

我知道你讨厌我。

我真是一个缩头乌龟

是时候改变了。

guilty

2009-08-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

this is driving me crazy
I feel so guilty now for being the direct one that could have cause the incident.
Why me?
is this another test that destiny would like to give me?
Even though i wasn't blamed about it. I could almost sense that i was being protected. i could almost sense that it was pure biasness
If it was someone else things could be so different.
Why... why... why...
It was just another same thing, same force
but why it happen on me
i guess the only thing i should thank for that it did not fall on me

Please, give me an answer

2009-08-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

this is definitely what i want it to happened. If I could I would want to restart my life

What a failure I am

I'm lazy to type more

HCINDP 2009

2009-08-08T17:09:00.002+08:00

It screwed up from my POV. everyone's armswing wasn't synchronised when we past by the college. The band played too fast, resulting in that all contigents screwing up.
I shan't blame contigent commander because it was because of the beat, not his fault though.
I think we could have try marching more synchronised though.
College students were so damn annoying, laughing like mad as though they knew everything. GRRR.
After watching the videos, i just realised that we only screwed up our armswing when we turn to track and after the pandang kehadapan.
Good news or bad?

Miraculously our arm swing was in sync when we pandang kekanan.
Maybe because the most right rank was in sync and the files were in sync too,
:)
Lets just make NDP '10 a better one!

2009-06-12T17:43:00.001+08:00

no offence to apple users:)

2009-05-25T22:08:00.001+08:00

Your sudleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little and
Sorry won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better than I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight, just a little insight
Won't make this right, it's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight,
Tonight,
Insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

IT ENDS TONIGHT- ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

Everything ends soon:)
Project hadn't been going well, all the overwhelming work.
TIME!
i missed the primary school life
so carefree
so truthful
so pure

it is the only time i could such nice friends,
who will not betray on me.(so far)
who will care about me.
i missed all of you guys,
UNITYPS6A'07 is the love:)

now in seconday school,
yet i'm alone in this abyss.
Forget about it

I'm Tired.

and to think that i
even accidentally posted this on classblog.

2009-05-24T16:49:00.002+08:00

i've never felt such warmth before.
People send me SMSs asking if i'm feeling better now. A big thanks to those people!

Results are good now. scored highest for physics and maths :)
Others subjects still remains. Lit still A2. Chinese A1. IH B3.
now i just hope that my english score will not get pull down by the compres. hopefully they will only count the test mark:)

English- common test B3
Maths-A1
Chinese -A1
IH-B3
IS-A1
Physics-A1
Lit-A2
Jap-A1

2009-05-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me
I love peace for melody
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

Jason Mraz-- I'm Yours

After taking up so many things, i found myself in a deep abyss.
Real deep
Yet the load keeps piling up. It never ends.
I looked up into the sky and admire.
It stuck me..
Real Hard
That I'm Useless

I cannot concentrate.
All the problems.
I cannot run away.
Nor can i solve them
What should i do now in this dilemma?

I need warmth. I feel so lonely

2009-05-04T17:25:00.001+08:00

I'm Happy

我算是想通了。

maybe i shouldn't be emo. From feedjit people do come to my blog.
well i think it's time to be happy:)

today's skit for zhoulaoshi was rather a success.
quite okay.
just for some minor part on acting.
:)
stayed back for AEA/
but was cancelled for 2 guides are not available-_-

AH
IS and Geography test this wednesday.
MUST JIAYOU.
IS is basically self study for HE did not really go through the code.
Should have 2 periods so can have pratical+code practising LUH

Thursday is going to be a very busy day:
Chinese Test+Maths Quiz+Jap CA3+Matome/
the best thing?
ALL FOUR THINGS WILL BE CONSECUTIVE.
after maths then chinese then JAP.
OMG!

2009-05-02T17:52:00.003+08:00

wasted 2 hours on transport to a cip which was cancelled instead because of H1N1.
H1N1 seems to be going to be a pandemic soon.
Currently on WHO phase 5, which means 1 phase away from PANDEMIC!!
OHMYGOSH
if singapore raised to red alert , schools will be closed

URGHH
I AM SO FAT!
I AM SO FAT!

2009-05-01T20:03:00.002+08:00

i'm gradually being wiped off everyone's mind.
i wonder, who on this planet still ever cares about me?
or maybe there isn't any.
when i look at other people's blog, the moment they post something they will get reply.
Yet me?
Just a lone guy rotting at a side
Maybe I'm already dead deep inside.
maybe i'm just being an unpopular guy who is guailan
maybe people don't like me

who still really cares about me on this planet.
perhaps when i'm gone no one cares,
no one will notice.
and to post this is useless.
no one ever comes to my blog to read.

why am i on this planet?

2009-04-30T22:56:00.006+08:00

another breakdown.

with all these stuffs, i wonder if i could take it
i getting pissed off easily nowadays. and getting mad.
bonkers.
wow. maybe i should stop.
maybe i am not suitable for that place.
am i?
i don't know
give me your answers

__
japCA2
finally i got top in class. but, is being the top really what i am looking for?
****

i pretty fed up now.
fed up with those lousy ______
fed up with the attitude
fed up with that _____________
and fed up with everything.

maybe i am fed up with myself. for being such a indecisive person. for being such a coward. for being such i sucker.

i sucks
.

may be i should resume with blogging.
blogger is annoying now. so fugly.
should i change to lj or wp?

call me emo? i DON'T give a damn

2009-04-11T18:08:00.002+08:00

Projects Day
OK. the judges were not attacking us and even smiling.
Guan Ming was raising his hand when Mr Krison Tan said ok next group LOL.

I think i'm now obssessed with PERFUME!
their songs rox!

2009-03-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

i feel dizzy.
maybe it's from the lack of sleep.
and the work load.
i can't take it...

2009-03-22T15:58:00.001+08:00

epic fail.
i hate myself

2009-03-22T11:21:00.001+08:00

Breakdown.
can i survive?
idon'tknow

2009-03-19T18:27:00.004+08:00

YOU
yes you.
have you been reading my blog?
if not.
then that's pretty sad

2009-03-18T20:32:00.003+08:00

Not trying to be sarcastic here but look
-----
msg WITHOUT ENGLISH
CF-A1
IM-A1
LSS-A1
LE-A2
IS-A1
IH-B3
MSG=1.5
....

DEN
WITH ENGLISH
CF-A1 IM-A1 LSS-A1 LE-A2 IS-A1 IH-B3
EF-C5
MSG-2.

wth//
must work super hard.

but looking at the bright side.
I got A2 first time for lit!
I got 3 OP for IH in term 1 for the 1st time!
i got above 80 for LSS for the 1st time!
but
i got more worse in ENGLISH!!!!!
wthwthwth.

2009-03-18T16:32:00.001+08:00

this wil be a short one
finally i updated.
and change my blogskin
..
just returned from camp.
was damn fun. just that it was a bit tiring.
learn a lot though.
:)

-_-

must start finishing on my homework.
1st on list
JAP homework
due 19 mar.
\wth lol

0-0

alright shall keep this short.
sayounara

2009-03-11T21:33:00.001+08:00

Murphy's Law

"Anything that can go wrong will go wrong."

Indeed.
I've been thinking too much on this law, and its effect are showing...

"全ての現象には必ず理由がある"
Yukawa (Galileo Drama)

Means: All phenomenon must have a reason.
LOLS

2009-03-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

SO DAMN SLOW
and according to their website:

Download Speed up to 8 MBPS
UploadSpeed up t0 768KBPS
now let's compare again

self-explanatory eh
no wonder facebook keep screwing up on my com

2009-02-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

What The Heck
For the second time in this month, i have LEFT MY FREAKING PENCIL BOX IN CLASS.
and it's just February
wthwthwth
tsktsktsk
so careless.
damn. bound to screw chem test.
hope i can mug finish everything.
and maths test 2 is brought forward.
DAMNIT
after science test then mathstest immediately
double periods somemore.
shitshitshit.

2009-02-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

もしもし
shall try blogging in jap. to see if it will fail miserably or not.
今日はいいですね！まず、中国語の授業です。スベリングですね。私は勉強しているから、とても易しいですね。それから、休みです。食堂はよく学生がたくさんあるから、にぎやかです。
今日は宿題がたくさんないから、暇ですね。でも、明日は中国語のテストだから、今晩は勉強します！
そして、私は作文をしました！
今、コンピューターを使います＾＠＾

2009-01-25T16:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!!

I ♥ CNY

2009-01-08T20:43:00.002+08:00

haiz... feeling a bit moody today.

today was okay larh. BUT just the 4th day of the school and life is already hectic
today was the first JAP lesson as ni nensei. long and tiring. and break is still at WTH 15 MIN???!!!

bah go do homework le bb

Hope i can get into CSE

2008-12-10T17:04:00.003+08:00

surf youtube and saw this funny video.
u do not need to know any language to laugh.

of course unless your heart is hard, well. maybe it's an exception

2008-12-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

超准的

表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。
处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。

处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，因此他们在找一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。唉~~~~

处女座的友情：
他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。处女座很少有向亲人吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处去让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。

处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可就是人们俗称的神经质吧！

处女座的人一生大都较坎坷和不顺心，他们生活的条件和机遇总不是和他们浓烈的人魅力成正比。他们很不自信，再加上他们淡然处之的作风使自己在一人走路时显得忧心忡忡，很冷静的样子，不过可恶的是，不了解他们的人说那是耍酷. （我同意）

处女座的人身体不太好，尤其是肠胃，便秘,消化不良是常见的事，他们的脂肪多积于下半身！好可怜（真的)

2008-12-06T20:16:00.002+08:00

boring, search for some things about my horoscope(VIRGO)

一切凭状态
都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为“状态”。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲了起来，不会让人看见。正因处女座深知自己这样的性格，理智的他们选择了在状态好时多做事、多活动、多完成一些人生目标，因为他们无法确知何时糟糕的状态会到来，甚至有时为此不得不推迟自己的计划，或出现让人难以理解的行为模式。这种状态的变化表现在人际交往上特别是恋爱中便是下面所述的忽冷忽热。因此，处女座需要绝对的安全感，这是一种说不清道不明的东西，反正就是不会让处女座感到不舒服，易诱发糟糕状态的感觉。很多时候，安全感来自于他们独有的私人空间。总之，状态好时，处女座是大众的宠儿；状态不好时，却是世界的逃兵。

忽冷忽热
不知见过多少关于处女座忽冷忽热的帖子，这种性格也招来骂声一片，或是让爱他们的人感到委屈和无助。同为水星守护，处女座和双子座一样善变，但双子座善变的是心思，处女座善变的却是情绪。也不仅仅是多愁善感一词可以概括，很多时候处女座会莫名地陷入悲痛和自责中（自我批判精神和完美主义倾向），这在表面便是情绪上的低潮期。在冷时，处女座最希望躲进自己一个人的世界里，独自在孤独和冷漠中调整自己的情绪，等心事已了，调整到热时再走出来。然而世界并不因你而转，很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒的话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。你在他心中的地位越重，他躲你躲得越远。特别是恋人，他只会让你感觉到他的存在，而不让你触碰到他或是见到他，即通常所说的若即若离。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助、脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你。

Virgos have the uncanny sense to see what's wrong with a person, a situation or your environment. It's why Virgo makes such natural critics. Virgo practical analytical abilities are second to none. Your mental process may not be the most creative, but Virgo's razor-like thinking is highly effective. Like the maiden pictured in the Virgo glyph, you separate the useful wheat from the unneeded chafe, the good from the bad. Virgo might be a "clean freak," but most Virgos have a messy closet somewhere or a disaster under their bed.(damn right)

处女座地雷

引爆指數：60%

喜歡『犧牲小你，完成大我』的處女座，粉重視工作往來的程式與細節，因此如果你和他合作案子，總是草草了事、不重品質，那你肯定立刻會被熊熊烈火給團團包圍。更可怕的是，這座不定時的火山，是死纏爛打的高手，除非你跪地求饒，否則休想他停止戰火。說好聽是得理不饒人，但『理』的標準，卻都是他訂的。

滅火秘方：不要對他說不，不要反駁他。面對處女座的同仁，沉默不只是金，根本是鑽石啊！

处女座：超级计算机化的人脑、巨细靡遗加上牙尖嘴利，叫人不知如何是好？--〉处女座超记仇

2008-10-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH POKEMON JAPANESE OPENING MAN~

haha

they do rock much much more than the freaking english openings.

-----

Thurs 30 Nov

Learn Origami durin jap

folded kimono + crane

and 2 songs...

then learned about names of animals+fruits+o ka shi(snacks)

ok lah

was like:

got 1 question nearly 抢到

抢答嘛.

will find a time to take those nice nice origamis soon

------

today

had trainin

ok lah

but like next mon still got???!!!!!

Not even told before.

wth

that day i think i need to collect passport

dunno lah

GRRRRR

2008-10-26T16:13:00.002+08:00

Got back report book on Fri
All A1
Except English
A2.
Msg 1.14
quite good eh
.
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today 26 oct
went IMM
my family applying for starhub free phone line.
and
change my phone!!
brought it at $98(contract)+$100 handset upgrade
brought Nokia 5320 XpressMusic
Looks cool
got Ngage player
S60 Version 3 Feature Pack 2
Thank you 6120
for the 11 months and 26 days
You only bought me 1 trouble since i ever use you.
Now it's time to change
._________.
will have to buy a rubber cover
otherwise i may spoil+dirty it
HAHA
nvm

2008-10-10T20:38:00.008+08:00

yo guys

guessed this blog is quite dead-_-

OK!

got back my IH results today

hm.

gt a1 for geo and a2 for history

but overall still get a1!

YA!

Anyway

after geo went KAP w gm and co (dont feel like listing all)

i ordered BIG breakfast

it's been a long time since i last ate it

still taste the same

then, guan ming, me and weijie went to west mall

doing nothing, just loitering around to waste time (geo 8-9 but history 1200-1230!)

i bought a new spec hooks so i wouldn't always need to borrow from daniel ((:

gt back to school at 11

LT3 was in a total mess when i got there

appears that another teacher is having Chinese paper check inside

so it was a total mess

and up there no one could hear what Mr tan said ...

so slack slack til training

it was tough

don't know why

seems like my fitness is not good again

had tempo blindness when about to run

and remembered that i didn't have lunch

bah-

shall start exercising again

today was tiring.

even though i didn't run

and my legs are aching now

my body ache a lot now.

don't know why

and i feel damn tired now

cout<<"SHUTUP!";

random

pics:

dont tell him this

-----------

what's happening to imeem? the music doesn't seem to be able to play automatically.

weird

2008-09-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

last post before eoy
29 sept-6oct
5 days

those who studied continue to work
those who didn't...
Good Luck

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE

2008-09-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

omg i spent too much today:

$3.30 western food+soup(recess)

$0.80 bread

$1.80 econ rice

$0.50 drink

$1.20?? another drink

$1.00 taxi fare

$1.20 sweetalk

Total $9.80

omg

someone push me away from sweetalk next thurs

2008-09-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

finally...
the day i waited for finally came

I FINALLY CAN USE MY REAL BIRTH YEAR!!!!!!!!
LOLS
cant celebrate. cos too busy.
reach home @ 8
reveive some sms.
THX PEOPLE!!!!

to: (In order of time)Cleo, Valer, Jiaying, Shuen Rong, Daniel
THANKS FOR UR WISHES!!!!!
i thank you guys!

2008-09-11T21:05:00.001+08:00

ya
birthday soon
16 sep 08
but must mug liao......
hope can get a new wallet. my current is torn and broken
bb

2008-09-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

wan change phone just used it for 11 months le
wan change to 5320 or 6220
or best iphone

Both S60

5320 xpressmusic
so cool. 2.0" screen and 2.0 megapixel camera
jus like my old phone
just tht gt NGAGE gaming and xpressmusic

6220 classic
sucessor of my phone 6120 classsic
more zai
5.0 megapixel. 2.2" screen. gt GPS
but the menu key and C key looks smaller and harder to press

omg im clueless to choose

2008-09-05T12:23:00.002+08:00

为什么我总是遭人排斥在外
外什么我总遭人嫌弃
为什么别人总是不理睬我
为什么
或许问题就处在我本身

2008-08-29T14:29:00.001+08:00

人其实是一种非常虚伪的生物
平静的表面内心却有很大的不同
和蔼的面目心却是硬的

2008-08-22T22:42:00.005+08:00

I AM BECOMING FAT!!!

2008-08-22T22:42:00.003+08:00

I AM BECOMING FAT!!!

2008-08-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

I AM BECOMING FAT!!!!!

2008-08-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

Celebrating the Singapore Spirit
National Day Parade 2008

Dun Forget tonight's Beijing Olympic Opening Ceremony

同一个世界，同一个梦想
One World, One Dream
080808

2008-07-11T22:26:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel that I am useless.
I don’t do well in studies. I nearly failed my English and now I am only on the average.
I don’t really dare tell my parents cos they are surely going to scold me again.
I don’t do well in anything.
Not even studies.
So what if had improve.
Just as long it is on average or below,
I will still get nag.
Will I even do well?

And people start ignoring me when I am talking to them…
Am I really that annoying?
Am I really just some retard?
Why?

Do i even have the right to speak?

do i even have the right to stay on this place?

2008-05-28T16:04:00.004+08:00

how i long for a psp......
everyone is getting a psp EXCEPT THE RETARDED ME.
nico has valer has 1 cleo has 1 daniel has 1 everyone has one
EXCEPT ME!
i dun even have a chance to ask for it.
nvm

yesterday went repainting my home
my room was white but the whole house is LIGHTPINK*so gay*
den...
i was looking what i can do
*nothing to do*
so i was about to leave the room
den...

TADAAA.
NICE.
i should have leave a hand print on the newspaper.
but too late.
nvm
paint the whole day
and freakin homewk
look at this

i will die~~ just joking
save me~

i like to watch csi nowadays.
so thrilling
lol.
quite nice wad.
nvm

I WAN A PSP!!!
PLS TAG !!PLS~~

bb
i am crazy

2008-05-21T20:24:00.004+08:00

1. Nico
2.benjamin tan
3. qian ling
4. cleopatra
5. leon
6. valerie
7.chingyee
8. daniel tan
9. shuen rong
10. chun kit
11. jonathan low
12. brandon
13. jireh
14. joey lee
15. benedict
16. clarence
17.wesley
18.pei xuan
19.yi xin
20. zhenghong

How did you meet 14 ?(joey lee)

since p5.

What would you do if you didn't meet 1 ?(nico)

life will be boring

Will 6 & 17 date ?(valer&wesley)

don't seem possible

Describe 3 .(qian)

xiaozhabor

Is 8 attractive ?(daniel)

Describe 7 . (chingyee)

a normal rg girl

Know any of 12 family members ?(brandon)

no...

What will you do if 18 confess that he/she likes you ? (peixuan)

impossible. i will puke.

What language does 15 speaks ?(benedict)

English, Chinese and some other language maybe.

Who is 9 going out with?(shuenrong)

dunno...

How old is 16 ?(clare)

12-13

When was the last time you spoke to 13 ?(jireh)

i think maybe sports day or something like tht//

Who is 2 fave band/singer ?(ben)

Firt Minor. i tink he like remember the name most

Have you ever date 4 ?(cleo)

never. i will puke.

Would you ever date 1 ?(Nico)

no. he is a boy, and he is just my friend. AND NOT BOYFRIEND

What's 10 last name ?(chun kit)

what is last name. surname?

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11 ? (jonathan low)

obviouslyNOT>

What is the school of 3 ?(qianling)

NHHS. she is in NHBT

Where does 6 live ?(valer)

somewhere on earth

What's your fave thing about 5 ? (leon)

eh.......

2008-05-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

today's was the most tiring and scariest day of my life.
Test: had Geo MOCK test then chinese test. Geo Mock test was easy.
Questions are:
1) a)[1m]
b)
i)[1m]
ii)[2m]
2) a)[2m]
b) [4m]

Chinese was okay with me, even though some people said that it was hard.-.-/ don't come and spam me..

Then it was Training.
started with drills... it was horrible. had to pump on the HOT ground.
the HOT here refers to the high temperature of the ground .
that causes me to have some blisters on my hand.
It was scary on what happened next.
SUDDENLY, my vision is getting blacker and blacker.
then TEMPORARY BLINDNESS.
I was getting weak and almost fell onto the ground.
i told Mr Ong and he let me rest.
i can't see that NCO had to push me to the side.
I was clueless where i am walking.
Later Yong Rui told me that it was a symptom of the consequences due to not having lunch.
.......
he had 3-4 times and this was my 1st encounter of TEMPORARY BLINDNESS.
SCARY~

2008-04-14T16:14:00.002+08:00

Found this at www.stomp.com.sg
<-------------------------------------------------------->
English as it is broken
Jan 2007

May we have your ‘warm attention’!
Personally, I’ve always been in the habit of falling down carefully, though I do have problems getting the antiskid mat under me before I hit the floor. I had no idea my attention is warm, I’m glad this has been brought to my……attention. Try: Danger! Slippery Floor Please walk on the anti-skid mats. Sent in by STOMPer

http://english.stomp.com.sg/english/articleList.jsp?month=1&year=2007&page=1
<--------------------------------------------------------------------------->
LMAO, so funny

2008-04-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

this is shity,
my history test is in week 6
and NO MORE MCQ!!!!!
2 SOURCE BASED QUESTION + 1 ESSAY QUESTION( 1 PAGE LONG)
today trainin gt npcc uniform,
spent 1h++at activity room,
talking about how to wear and displine and stuffs
looks nice
but with so many rules
such as the first two loops must have a streamline(or wadeva it is) all the way down
but den no MASS PT
yeah~
sian~

got chinese project,
do on a 詩歌

纸船----寄母亲
冰心
我从不肯妄弃了一张纸，
总是留着——留着，
叠成一只一只很小的船儿，
从舟上抛下在海里。
有的被天风吹卷到舟中的窗里，
有的被海浪打湿，沾在船头上。
我仍是不灰心的每天的叠着，
总希望有一只能流到我要它到的地方去。
母亲，倘若你梦中看见一只很小的白船儿，
不要惊讶它无端入梦。
这是你至爱的女儿含着泪叠的，
万水千山，求它载着她的爱和悲哀归去

chim~~
my job was to find out what it means
這首詩歌講述的情形
sian larh.

2008-04-09T20:24:00.003+08:00

halloww,
finally i've got the time to post.
school this week is SLACK!!! with no homework and not A LOT OF assignments.
i love school this week!!!
HCI(HS) + HCI(C)= HCI rawkS!!!!!
fyi it is HCI (highsch)+HCI(college)
lame~~~
2mr must hand up jap compo,
later must faster chiong~
sian...........
i see hor cheng,wenxin and jiaying at yew tee a lot of times...
the rv-ians
dunno why only seen them so often..
never mind
NPCC...
quite tiring lah...
and the uniform are coming this week!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!
AND I PASS THE TOTAL DEFENCE BRONZE TEST!!!
lame~~~
bb i go chiong compo le\\
~REPLYIN OF SOME TAGS~
Mac: i revive le!!!
SJI: wad u tokin about???
CLEO: u SOTONG-pig!!! must remember to bring my bk next badminton.

2008-04-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

What Lin HuangYu,Norman Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-31T19:29:00.004+08:00

sorry for being so lame ;P LOL
Done that with Photoshop

Hi guys
Sorry for not blogging for so long EVEN though sometime you see me online on msn
I had so many assignments and projects that i couldn't take out time to blog
*bow*great apologies.

These few days are still the same. Overwhelmed with oncoming projects and assignments, i almost died-_-\\. (actually 1 point is that i don't really do what i should do....i go blogsurf and chiong them last min:P)

any way today's assembly was chao funny, Principal was talking about timetable and he conducted a survey on whether a break is needed around 11~12+pm.
Then he tabulated the results and told us.(people want no break than a 10/15/20)
he told us to study the data more carefully, i couldn't see any mistakes(hmm..)
Then he told us that 11people responded that the survey shows that ..blahblah
Then he explained where the problem is.
More people want break than no break.
IRONIC rite?

(if you don't know :
10 min=25+%
15 min=20+%
20min=lesser than 15+%
no break=47+%
more people want break actually...)

2008-03-12T10:27:00.002+08:00

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2008-02-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

heh heh.
today after third lang lucky. Or should i say 因禍得福yin1 huo4 de2 fu2.
this is hw it happen.......

after third lang, i walk with brandon(daniel SCHOOL classmate aka my third lang classmate) to the mrt station. we saw that the sky look "threatening" so we choing to the mrt(using the underpass)
den the train just arrived but i was at the ground floor...
luckily the next train was 1 MIN!!
so i boarded the train
den after leaving Dover, the train make its way to clementi
halfway, the train was shaking a bit then it stop
INTERCOM:*crackles* The train is being delayed due to train fault
ME:*thinking* OMG

it stop for about 20 sec before going to clementi...
den it continued going to Jurong East.
when it was about to reach Jurong East
INTERCOM:*crackles*this train is going southbound to marina bay x2 passengers going to boon lay pls alight at Jurong East Interchange to change another train
ME:*thinkin* YEAH!!!!

den it change to the middle track and i can stay on the train!!
no nid to change train!!
i look outside and saw so many people..
the people went on board and the train left
and there are still a lot of ppl left at the station cause they cannot squeeze in.
if dun hav the train fault i must squeeze.
anyway everytime i reach there cannot squeeze in.
must wait for the next train..
i am sooo lucky!!!!!

2008-02-22T21:12:00.010+08:00

<UPDATED> <UPDATED AGAIN>
HII all

a short notice on my week:HECTIC+MORE HECTIC+ MOREx3 HECTIC
tests was over, except for 1 last test which is lit test that was on Monday
today Infocomn Studies Test. didn't study a lot of computer fundamentals but HTML was ok
There was this ques about :
What is the tag to make the text bold?
A)<bb>
B)<bold>
C)<bld>
D)<strong>

i think i put D and it was correct! according to the BLOGGER new post EDIT HTML mode.
anyway gt back only a few test ...

English test luckily teacher change mind, from compre change to oral(i.e. do a bk review and present). otherwise i die ah! a few weeks ago, she gave us a compre to do... it was DAMN HARD.. the three classes all get damn low marks. i got 20/45 leh

and today lit test was so..... must write lit essay and there are 2 ques! all nid to been done in 40 mins.....each ques must be 1 page long...
i do only left few sentences to end the page=not good...
damn hard. i am just writing CRAP

Subject	Marks	100%
Chinese	40/50	80% A1
Maths	39/50	78% A1
Science	26/35	74.29% A2
Lit	(no enough time; a very crappy work)
English	31/40(oral)	77.5% A1!!!
IS		78% A1(i highest leh; 1Ehighest 92%, 1E a lot of ppl damn pro)
Geography	(took so long de)
History	12/20(OMG!!!!!!!!)	60% B4(my worst subject...)

Current MSG(mean subject grade)=10÷6 approx= 1.7

MSG=no of points÷No. of subjects

No. of points=

A1→1 point

A2→2 points

B3→ 3 points

and so on

2008-02-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

okay okay, since everyone is askin me to revive the blog, i'll do it

THIS WILL BE A VERY SHORT POST COZ I NID TO DO HOMEWK

this few days are VERY HECTIC. mon i go third lang, tue nth to do(YEAH), wed i gt cca, thur(today)i go third lang,fri i gt cca.

if u want to meet, it is impossible coz i still gt a lot of homewk.

and nw everytime after recess lesson get very boring that i had the urge to sleep.(of course never lah, otherwise i die le)

2mr gt geo test, die must go study

next week::

MON-NTH,FREE(but next day gt test)

TUE-THIRD LANG,SCIENCE TEST, HISTORY TEST

WED-CCA,MATHS TEST

THURS-THIRD LANG

FRI-INFOCOMN STUDIES TEST, CCA

look how hectic i am.

gtg to study 4 test+ do homewk

2008-01-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYBODY
THIS IS AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT.
CALLING ALL 6A-IAN.
OUR CLASS BLOG IS DONE
THIS ANNOUNCEMENT QIAN ASK ME TO SAY ONE
OUR CLASS BLOG IS
www.6a-2007.blogspot.com
GO THERE RIGHT NOW.
THANK YOU FOR UR ATTENTION.

2007-12-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

woohoo.
jus make this blogskin
it is actually fireworks coz new year comin
actually quite fun
jus put in the pic den can liao
still trying to edit.
bb

2007-12-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

shit luh
the html gt prob
the song colomn too small
nt big enough to show the scrollbar
bullshit
btw valer say 2mr gt play badminton
den i browse around some other ppl blog
long time nvr see liao
actually jus 2 days ago
nvr mind'
saw tht marcimarc say he mon comin to play badminton!! ya!!
lol
bb
reallybb
bb
ok really bb
bb

2007-12-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

26 dec 1st day of hci orientation

went 4 the orientation thingy
must wake up damn early loh
den reach there assembly 1st
also must learn a lot of cheers
after assembling, we go to the auditorium
WAH air con one de leh
den after speech we go bac to class
do icebreakers.
also learn cheers lorh
my buddies aka seniors aka school councillor aka ppl who in charge of my GROUP were keep on shoutin.
haven noe class yet
den we go eat lunch
dunno hw long
buy cai fan
$1.80
den lunch over
den we go bac to class
do cheers again
den gt 1 sec 4 senior come
tok tok tok
den the other group do the cheer( inclu stampin)
can feel the vibration liao
den we also do
but stamp on table.
so damn loud too
den we do cheers again
den we go auditorium again to learn school song
chinese leh!!
then principal come
toktok tok
den we go field play water bomb
i wasn't wet at all
but my buddy(zhang yi) damn worse
whole uniform wet
den go home liao

27 dec 2nd day of orientation

today is ep3 aka cca orientation
so try out the elite sport and uniformed groups
elite sports is sports hci do very very very well
the time table is like tht:
0730-0800 briefing
0800-0900 judo
0900-0930 Squash
0930-1000 Air rifle
1000-1030 tea break
1030-1100 GYM!!
1100-1200 track and field
1200-1230 cross country( must run 1km)
1230-1300canoeing ( almost dehydrated from the run)
1300- 1330 LUNCH
1330-1400swimmin aka water polo

but the lunch swopped with waterpolo\\

den part 2 is

uniformed group

1430-1455 st john
1455-1520 npcc
1520-1545 ncc
1545-1610 scouts
uniformed grp damn sian one

den debrief den go home lorh

TODAY 27dec 3rd/last day of the orientation

woke up at 5.40
die liao overslept le
quickly brush teeth eat breakfast
quickly rush rush to bus stop
reach there 6.08am
den bus come
den take bus to cck]
den take 67
7 den reach hci
den assemble
den the os wan us to cheer
early in the mornin no energy wake up so early half awoke
den do teambuildin games
run here run there cheer here cheer there
den gt HWA CHONG HISTORY TRAIL
the jc ppl come and tell us hci history
den gt tell us ghost story
den lunch
but canot
coz nid to discuss 4 the cheer competition
so 1 buddy go down buy food
den we each eat 1 chicken PIECE
ahh so hungry
den we cheer
no energy
so soft soft de
cheer finish we allocate class
im in 1g in pro ed
classes all randomly go in one
den we march in reheaesal
den go home lor
damn tirin plus gt this sore throat
but the os(organising secretary) even worser
they almost no voice liao
den go home

2007-12-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

OMG !
i am going to look horrible tomorrow
2mr is 26dec, my first day of the 3day orientation programme.
My father ask me to take mrt to bukit batok den take 852 to hwa chong den see the time taken den compare. den he will let me decide to take either 67 or 852.
oh ya
2mr have to wear pe shirt + khaki shorts.
den my pe shirt is just M
and it is damn long and DAMN BIG!!
i ask daniel wad size he buy he say he buy S
i ask stanley koo he say XS (walao even smaller)
ahh..... bought the wrong size that day
so 2mr my mother goin with me coz nid to giv the GIRO form.
den she will wait until 9pm den go buy. i going to ask her to buy an S size
ahhh den i hav this hair cut tht made me look a bit like retard.
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

hi
it's been a long time since i posted
9/12/07 sunday
went to play badminton with marcus (nico cousin ) , nico , his sis celest and play for 45 mins den rain den we go home
MONDAY
went to play badminton with the usual ppl again.
TUESDAY
*yawn * same thing as mon
WEDNESDAY
went playing badminton at the shelter. den derek, stanley and roger come. nico marcus and celest still eating. den we wait & wait & wait. derek and stanley were playing singles. stanley was like keep on throwing the racket. funny style.
den we went home eatlunch. den we went back to cleo hse to watch dvd. at the void deck, saw cleo toking to derek den i say he like cleo. marcus nico and celest came too and we go up and watch dvd lorh.
THURSDAY
today chao shiok. play whole day badminton. afternoon marcus nico celest went to cleo hse watch white chicks. den i call them and i go to badminton court. saw ching yee and ching wai there liao. den cleo marcus nico selest come and we play. den a lot of ppl come too. gt clare jir ben stanley roger roger bro sze min kris and ben , den rain and we go to cleo hse to watch dvd. den marcus go back to his home liao
FRIDAY >>>
badminton in the morning as usual. cleo say her father lent 1 whole folder of dvd den we go her hse see wad movie to watch. den nico and celest go back home to eat lunch. me szemin and cleo go her hse there eat lunch. den we go 7-11 to buy chips den we went back to cleo hse. at 1st we watch channel(starhubcable ) 255 to watch hongkong drama. den nico and celest come. we watch the day after tomorrow. no body want to see so we change to little man. damn sick. den valer came. den we watch the medallion. cleo was sleeping so me and nico use the clip to clip cleo nose. den celest want to use com so cleo let her use. nico want to watch GOAL! den nico want to play com i follow him. the girls want to watch the cinderella story. den we keep on say the prince is clare and the cinderella is cleo. then leon was with joey den broke up and go with ching yee. den at the last part cleo and clare kiss damn long. we keep on ohhhhhh. at cleo.

TOODDAAYYY
was playing badminton with ql cleo and valer ching yee and ching wai
forgot to brin back my shutter. so ask valer to ask someone to help me keep den wen we play badminton again den return to me.
bb '
gtg
bye
oh yes marcus had a new nickname: marcimarc( pronounced as MAR-KI-MARC)
bb

2007-11-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

today was the results processing day,
i was so nervous that i kept sms a lot people on when they reaching school, if they nervous or not .
Ok, not many ppl
anyway, i waited so long for 11am to come
i was like damn nervous
冒冷汗
anyway i reach school
heard lynette say mr teo lian chou chou(脸臭臭)
i more scared after this.
Then mr teoH give us a breifing,
den he say who is the top scholar
1st em3,
gt Swee Seng & Jacky,
Den the merged stream
there are 7 scholar
last/7st(1st to go out) is joey
verena also got into, forget her position
lydia was 5th,
i was 4th
i got .......264!!!!!!
sixian same as me too
she 3rd
i 3A* 1A and merit
she also i forget
i look around and noticed that 6out of 7 are from our class
and i am the only boy.
i am the top scholar of all boys!
YA!
i know this is lame
wah so shiok
bb
gtg
i mean it
bb
bb
ok bb lah

2007-11-05T15:54:00.000+08:00

photos for the discovery centre trip:

leaving school

i found that i have been starting to get agitated easily.

Just went to Krisada's blog and found a person called UNKNOWN say horrible things about him. seeing this, Qian ling scolded him.

of course i will scold him too.

The feeling was like so shuan(爽).

If you want to see what i have scolded, go to Krisada's blog.

http://www.advanceddroner.blogspot.com/

Unfortunately, sorry for people who cannot read chinese, because i scolded hdurinim/her in chinese.

When it comes to English, what i have scolded people may not know what i am talking.

i feel much comfortable when i scold in chinese.

anyway, Siti say my blog is way too dead.

i think i can only everyweek post after i had my laptop( this month getting it)

Feel like watching THE GAME PLAN.

No money.

Hope that i could save enough money.

haiz...

2007-10-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

our ever 1st champion
after much hard work, we finally became the CHAMPION! WOOHOO!
details will be written next time.
tags replying will be starting soon
bb
takecare

Bi sha ji -bet on it

2007-10-18T16:55:00.001+08:00

Enjoy!

2007-10-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody
IT's about 3 days since PSLE over
someone complain that the maths paper is too difficult
for me it's so-so lah
anyway i'm not going to jia ling's party
2 reasons:
to avoid gossips(u know)
need $5.
i rather not go